A Christmas to remember....

Today is christmas eve...Christmas is a day that you are supposed to be happy.However in my case...i felt unhappy and sad today.My friends seems like busy with their own life and my boyfriend seems like doesnt care much about me...What a pathetic life i have....i just dont understand why i have such lonely life....its like when i am happy..all my friends are there but when i'm sad none of them are by my side....